I haven't done much practising lately...managed to practice maybe 2 times since last class..had mysore class last thursday and bumbled through it as best as I can...
There's been a tonne of stuff going on in my personal life lately...and its kinda distracting me from all the yoga...I broke up with my boyfriend a few months back..and suddenly find myself back in the single scene after quite a while...lots of drama...and lots of different people appearing in my life recently..its kinda messing with my peace of mind..
My ex was a really nice guy, but I really couldn't go ahead and marry him..he is quite a bit older than me..and was looking to settle down and have a family..and it just freaked me out so much, I couldn't continue being with him..but the single scene is full of minefields...I met someone a few weeks back..he reminded me so much of this guy I was madly in love with back in my early 20s..that I couldn help feeling like this was the real thing...unfortunately..he turned out to a controlling, judgemental and critical character...and I didn't realise this when I first met him...
To cut a long story short..I've had some sort of whirlwind romance of sorts that just fell to pieces days ago..and I'm left in some sort of daze right now...
So yoga has taken a backseat amidst all this drama...I really need to get back into my groove...perhaps the best way to get this off my mind is to jump into practice..I don't know...I wish life is not so complicated...
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